I am going to change my life. Like BIG change. I am going to start doing what makes me happy. Without worrying about if it makes me look crazier than I already do.
I have decided to love myself. To like myself. To see myself the way many others see me. I am going to convince myself that I am worth working for.
I am tired of beating myself up and treating myself like garbage. I am like an addict in my insanity and mistreatment of myself. I will accept anything. And it feels pretty rotten. Especially since I am allowing myself to do it.
There are no reasons left to discount myself. I am getting the help I need. I have the love and acceptance of an outstanding man. My son is grown and is such a fine young man. It is my time. Now I will chase down what I have every right to have.
It is time to pick up my guitars again. Its time to take out my anger with muay tai lessons. I will force my man into dance leasons. I am going to become a doctor. My wardrobe will be beautiful and bold, like the woman that wears it.
So my Christmas present to myself is love and acceptance. Yay me! Wish me luck, and love, and happiness
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